Metal Reviews

I don't miss those days either really.

Did hippy lunch yesterday afternoon with lady, then the contemporary art museum with Warhol photography and urban farming exhibits, then my old bar for trivia, then sneaking into vacated apartment for sexy time (my knees are still hurting), then buffalo wings and the bengals game. And I ended up sleeping on my old philosophy department floor as my friends were writing their final papers. I'm super tired, got horrible sleep, given the hard floor, the light, lack of a bed, constant wake ups, but I really need to crack the whip today and finish this paper, because I still have one more after it to write.

it does sound like something out of a sitcom, just infinitely more unpleasant.

Just finished knitting myself a new sweater for Christmas!

Now enjoying some steeped oak root tea.

Gonna cry for about an hour then go dancing!

My god that was funny.

Don't be mean.

I'm not eating. Because I can't justify it to myself right now. That's a weird way of putting it, but it just seems too much of an inconvenience today.

my legs feel like they each way 100kg, it's gonna be a very lazy day today

....the fuck?

You need to get off that meth bender, dude.

When you have an important paper to write, right? I know the exact feeling, if that's what you're alluding to.

nah. think I'm gonna try anorexia. we'll see if I stick with it after I finish these two papers.

Are you insane? What, the lady has told you need to lose weight or something?

I experienced this type of thing in high school, it's called a cry for attention.

What's wrong trapt? Need a hug?

I could never develop an eating disorder, I like eating too much

It was a joke. I don't feel like eating due to the need to write so I said I'll be anorexic till I'm done. I'm starting to develop a mean headache due to caffeine in my system with no food in me, but it's fine. Not a cry for attention.

Have two exams myself coming up in a few days. I think I'm quite prepared for them. We had a study session yesterday with class mates which went rather well. I usually don't partake in study sessions at all as I prefer to study by myself but this study session was very helpful and I gained much more confidence from it. I lose my appetite for different reasons like stress of a relationship or other family worries.

wait was I the only one who picked up on trapt's joke? really? trapt mate I know all about the caffeine headache and it ain't fun, when I'm studying I make sure to have just random snack food right next to me at all times, crisps, biscuits, chocolate, whatever, it's enough to keep me going 'til after exams but not much else

They just really care about me and couldn't see the humor in fear of me harming myself. Or so I tell myself.

I care.

Sitting very still drinking hot things trying not to get sick because one of my favourite people is back in town tomorrow and I will get to dance with her for the first time in a year and a half if I am not sick.

A lot less now.