black metal.. ha ha
don't get me wrong.. i love the music itself alot and i know there is good amount of decent ppl in the scene. But the scene full of retarded teens and adult who refuse to grow up, or simply refuse to realize their distorted view on the world is wrong - i'm not talking about ethics but simple objectivity.. Furthermore, when a big procentage of the scene litterally worship and idolize the way a few angry teenagers behaved in norway in the early 90's, you basicly have a scene that is controlled by teenage mentally... now, that's retarded!!! Not only that, that behaviour also goes completely against the concept of individuality. But apparently it is okay to apply double standards when you have a hat of fruit with an inverted cross on top of it.
I also hate the Dimmu Borgir fans who talk shit about regular black metal music... but then again, could u really call them black metal fans?!.. i think not, regular metalheads ( or teen fans trying to break away from their slipknot friends, perhaps)
Very narrowminded and very openminden bm fans annoy me, also...
Fans who use the music compensate for their own low selfesteem, lack of social abilities or lack of indentity also annoy me. I believe the metal genre as a whole attracks alot of social outcast of this character among teenagers, but i also believe black metal contain the largest amounts of these losers, at least it is the metal scene where i have seen the most. Luckely goths are a nothing but losers left oriented hippie anarchist losers, so at least we can take comfort in knowing how bad it
could have been.
... i have very ambivalent feelings towards the fanbase and the scene in general. I would hate if ppl( or rather left oriented goth hippies or ignorant fools outside the metal scene*) agreed with me too " oh! you're on our side.. that'z fabulous!!!" -
*one probably has to understand the indirect battle between left oriented goths/anarchist hippies and black metal teenagers on a certain web-page to understand this.
i no longer call myself a black metaller or indentify myself as such. I no longer dress as a metalhead either ( ppl kept thinking i was a goth or satanist, despite looking nothing like that at all - oh the shame, the horrible shame.. everytime that happened i had to go home and wash off the shame and embarrassment). Now i'm just a somewhat left oriented semi-liberalistic semi-nationalist viking idiot in disguise. I really love myself