EisenFaust wrote:
When I was younger I would sometimes attend the high mass in the local church. My parents are ordinary secular humanists/atheists like most people in this country and therefore never brought me up religiously nor encouraged me to do it or even attended mass themselves. I had my own motivations: Towards the end of the mass there would be the opportunity to attend the altar and receive communion – through the transubstantiation performed by the priest: The body of Christ. When this opportunity came I would go to the altar and receive my little piece of consecrated host, but I didn't eat it. I kept it in my mouth and after the communion when I found my seat again, I would quietly spit out the little piece of host in a napkin. When the mass was over, it was time to perform the real ritual of the day. I would now produce the little piece of host, which I kept wrapped in the napkin, from my pocket and spit on it, urinate on it and blaspheme and desecrate it in every way I could imagine. The ritual abuse ended by feeding the host to a pet rabbit in the garden of a nearby house. These little rituals of defiling the body of Christ are what indirectly led to my own personal epiphany and opened the gates to the inner sanctum where the truth of godhood is found.
What atheists and followers of the abrahamic religions alike don't understand is that it takes sacrifice, thought, knowledge and devotion to achieve anything spiritual. It doesn't come dropping in by itself just by accepting a doctrine. Without seeking and trying to break the borders of your own understanding and blind idiosyncratic dogma you can never accomplish anything besides buying a cheap self-righteous identification with a group. Both parties are guilty of this and that is why both their doctrines are false and will never lead them to any kind of understanding besides from accepting a set of more or less flexible dictated norms. You have only to look at the discussion between Dead Machine and Frigid to acknowledge how stuck they are in their relative doctrines and how little it will do for them besides having something to argue over. Quoting a holy book as your personal opinion is pathetic.
Atheism is not a doctrine, it is merely the reneging of established doctrines as being false. I don't seek spirituality through atheism. That's my own personal journey, and not combined in any way with ethical or metaphysical claims. This is why I hate the term "atheism", it sounds like a fucking religion. I prefer to call myself "non-superstitious".
The difference between me and DM is that all the evidence in the world could point towards the incorrectness of Islam, he would not change his mind. If the overwhelming amount of evidence, however, did point towards the correctness of Islam, I would change my mind.