Karmakosmonaut wrote:
For the record, I'm a Catholic with a very sporadic church attendance. But I don't believe. But if I would believe, then I wouldn't be particularly proud of it, I wouldn't use it to profile myself, I wouldn't wear or display any outward signs of religiosity, and I certainly wouldn't try to convince others of it unless they were asking for it.
Certainly not on an online message board about metal.
So I don't think DM is preaching, I just think he's just attention whoreing in a rather peculiar way. There are two possibilities: he's looking for attention and making it all up, so he's also terminally bored; or, he's looking for attention and has so little backbone and coherence that he, the erstwhile commie nutcase, has joined the ranks of one of the most fascist religions on Earth.
Ah, but your insults to my person are ludicrous; and they run off me like water on a duck's back. I do not need to justify the manner in which I comport myself to you, a self-described 'disbeliever,' and indeed, even in typing this response to you, I am allowing you far more importance than I should.
I am uninterested in you. I am uninterested in your eschatology and your disbelief. Verily, how would you label yourself a devotee of a religion if you do not even fulfill the most basic fundamentals of said religion? It would be like labeling yourself a rugby player when you don't even watch rugby on the television. You would not be proud of your belief? What belief is this then that you hide like a thief sneaking home in the night when among those who are hostile? What belief would this be that you wear like a scarlet letter, a badge of shame?
You do make a salient point, though it is entirely by accident. For the most part, this message board
is useless to the believer, and I should not be posting on it since it would place me among the disbelievers. Old habits die hard, as evinced by my continuing to post here even during my post-metal-still-jahiliyya period, and you have, at least, convinced me of the truth that I should leave this board. Truthfully, I am not a Dawa specialist, and it would be unimaginably boastful to consider that I had changed or even softened a single mind towards the beauty of Islam; indeed, I may have hardened some and this will be something I must answer for one day. Due to all these facts, it is imperative that I exit from this place at once. I salute thee, journey-makers; I pray that Allah guides you all rightly.