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traptunderice · **Posted:** Sun Dec 16, 2012 7:01 pm

I have basically prepared myself for the worst. I think I doomed things with lady friend once I actually started liking her. Only girls I'm uninterested in what anything to do with me.

But I still need to be writing so I'm going to get back to that. And anorexia.

noodles · **Posted:** Sun Dec 16, 2012 7:11 pm

never tell the one you want that you do
save it for the deathbed
when you know you kept her wanting you

SilkCrimsonMoon · **Posted:** Sun Dec 16, 2012 9:32 pm

Oh the politics of relationships. It's sometimes so frustrating.

RelentlessOblivion · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 12:37 am

glad I missed the steve saga last night, by all accounts it was unpleasant

also I need coffee stat :lol:

DevotedWalnut · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 4:52 am

What's your boyfriends name Zad?

Is it Steven?

Thrashtildeth · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 5:53 am

Just did my New Years Eve shopping. 3 grams of pure crystal MDMA and four drops of liquid acid. Not all just for me, of course, but most of it is.

I'm going to have a Happy New Year indeed.

DevotedWalnut · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 6:09 am

I've heard Joe Rogan talk about MDMA all the time, is it really awesome?

Thrashtildeth · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 6:18 am

It's basically the greatest thing ever. It's the ecstacy part of ecstacy.

What I mean by that is, when you buy ecstacy tablets, MDMA is the chemical in it that makes you feel completely amazing. But ecstacy tablets are cut with all sorts of bullshit, from Ketamine, to Speed, to fucking laundry detergent. You don't know what you're getting, and worse, it can be dangerous.

Buying MDMA in it's pure crystal form is like buying heaven powder. It basically just makes you feel better than you knew was possible for about 3 or 4 hours (per hit) and meanwhile makes you extremely sociable and energetic without being speedy. Greatest. Thing. Ever. And the best part is studies have shown that the drug in its pure form is less harmful to the human body than alcohol.

The only shit part about it is its crazy expensive. At least in Australia. A gram costs the same as a gram of coke, and I just bought 3 grams, so my wallet is crying.

DevotedWalnut · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 6:43 am

How much? If you don't mind me asking.

Thrashtildeth · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 7:07 am

$300 a gram.

One of the grams was for my girlfriend and her friend to share, so I didn't pay for all three of them, but still, $600 is a fair whack.

For a newbie, a fraction of a gram is enough to last all night. A tiny hit will last hours. For most normal people who've done it a bunch of times a half gram will be more than enough to last all night with maybe some left over for next time.

Unfortunately for me I've developed something of a tolerance so I'll go through anywhere between 1 gram and 2 grams over the course of about 24 hours once I get started. If I had more, I'd probably take it, but I can't afford to buy that much at once.

The Necrodude · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 12:07 pm

I'm having the worst day ever right now, i've had a urinary tract infection not long ago and took some penicillin for it which i thought worked pretty good. Well, not good enough apparently...Now it's back with a fucking vengeance, bigger better and more badass. I'm in so much pain right now.. :sad:

EdgeOfForever · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 1:09 pm

I had that a while ago as well, took penicillin, then it came back...

Thrashtildeth · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 1:17 pm

I've had a lot of unpleasant infections in my day, but I've thankfully never thad that one. Sounds downright awful, you have my sympathy.

The Necrodude · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 3:24 pm

Thrashtildeth wrote:

I've had a lot of unpleasant infections in my day, but I've thankfully never thad that one. Sounds downright awful, you have my sympathy.

It is awful, you have this constant pressure on your bladder and you have to pee every 10-15 mins or so and when you do it feels like pissing razorblades, it hurts like you wouldn't believe. I'm sadly not a stranger to pain and like to think i have a moderately high pain threshold , but this is fucking painful dude...seriously. I have gotten some medicine and painkillers now which help a bit but earlier today i could swear my dick was on fire :lol:

RelentlessOblivion · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 3:41 pm

can't fucking sleep, you know when you're super sleepy but can't get to sleep? what the fuck is wrong with me???

noodles · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 8:06 pm

wtf do i get a coworker for secret santa. all i know about him is that he's a polisci major

beating people at chess while listening to sandrider makes me feel like a champ

traptunderice · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 8:47 pm

noodles wrote:

wtf do i get a coworker for secret santa. all i know about him is that he's a polisci major

A book?

noodles · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 8:55 pm

That was my first idea but we work at a bookstore so seems a bit weird.

traptunderice · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 9:12 pm

noodles wrote:

That was my first idea but we work at a bookstore so seems a bit weird.

lol. Booze? Working class folk love a six pack. Or a twelve pack if you actually like the guy. Nothing is classier than a bow on a pack of booze.

Or you could knit him mittens. If I was your co-worker, I would appreciate mittens.

noodles · **Posted:** Mon Dec 17, 2012 9:42 pm

Knitting would've been a good idea if I still had enough time to make something. He seems like the type that would appreciate a simple grey scarf or the like. And I've had nothing else to do the last 3 days. oops

Sickness is starting to turn into grumpiness. Curse you vile demon in my throat sucking up all my energy and days.

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