Metal Reviews

Hungover but determined to get some good writerin' done this afternoon. Hopefully some industrial-strength tea and store-bought cupcakes will renew my madskillz.

Same. Went out with 10 pounds last night, somehow managed to cajole a variety of people into buying me drinks. Got well shitfaced.

Today I'm going to try and write a piece about a proposed smoking ban on our uni's campus. Fascists...

Smoking bans are awesome... for non-smokers.

As for me, I feel like a fucking badass. Last night might have been the closest my life will ever have to an action scene from a movie. Story time: My friends and I were leaving this part of the city to head back to their place and get ready to go downtown and dance. I drove separately so got in my car and was driving down this street when I passed them walking to their car. I saw a guy walking up to them but didn't think about it. I turn down a street to see in my rearview mirror that guy now chasing them down the street! Exclamation point! I threw my car into reverse, began honking my horn like crazy and whipped my car back around to where they were and while doing this the guy stopped pursuing them and ran off. I got out and yelled to them to get in my car. Apparently, the guy pulled a gun on them and tried to mug them. They responded by running away only to be surprised by me pulling my car up and getting them. We called the cops and saw the guy fleeing so we followed him for a bit in my car until the dispatch told us to stay put. Cops showed up, swarmed the block with cars and picked up with the K-9 patrol. I feel really bad about the police issue of it but me picking them up was fucking awesome.

I love smoking bans. Yeah, I'm a fascist Fridge. I know.

I'm doing awesome. I've finally got a job after 4 years of being unemployed. Sure it's only a service station attendant but it's a start. And working nights suits me fine.

Happy 4 u. Having money is always good.

Elections are being held for municipal and provincial governments. It's pretty exciting, actually. The more disputed elections in decades. So far it seems the fight will be among the moderate and right parties. The left is so over... Left is currently ruling here, but they did a terribly work. They have no class to rob, and are in close connection with the local druglords. I voted for the moderate party.

New job incoming. Thangs with gf going good. November is being a nice month so far.

Had a dance workshop this weekend. Super fun. Also glad that one of the teachers got into dancing for roughly the same reasons I did (touching girls, awesome music, learning new things, exercise). Had a moment or two of wanting to do naughty things to pretty stranger girls on Saturday night. Probably because my girlfriend was away for 4ish days at that point. (A sign that I miss her?) I am thoroughly tired.

Now I'm listening to Bela Bartok's Piano Concerto and thinking I should listen to more classical music and try to build my knowledge of it in the way I've built my knowledge of jazz over the last two years.

I need to avoid downtown because I spent 50$ on box of noodles, Beirut record, two bags of tea, and copy of War and Peace. And that was just in an hour!

in my book that means you don't really care too much about her but thats just me and 50 bucks is chump change.

Doesn't follow?

Yeah Noodz, I worship you and all, but you don't make sense.

He misses female interaction?

So it's not her he misses.

He's conflating his girlfriend with all girls.

So it's not her he wants.

(lol, we sound like an Ayreon song.)

No, it is her, he's just identifying her with other girls.

Confusion might be because I never really miss specific people (as in thinking "I miss Chris" or whoever). Instead usually what happens is someone goes away, and whatever part of me they satisfied stops being satisfied.

So girlfriend going away resulted in lack of sexy times and person to cuddle with. Not so much lack of companionship since I saw other awesome friends and was pretty busy. 'cause of this I started noticing the curvatures and slivers of exposed bras of other ladies. Also small brunettes just have that effect on me.

I guess the bad side of this is it makes her sound awfully replaceable, but I kinda see her that way. On the upside she makes me awfully happy! We connect in a lot of ways but girls I connect with in a lot of ways aren't as rare as I thought they were like a year ago.

She asked me if I missed her last night. I said yeah but didn't fill her in on the specifics. Don't think she'd understand! Actually she probably would if I'd explained it carefully, but I was sleepy.

Better hope you never leave this page open when she's in the room.

When it comes to stuff that might provoke jealousy, I think I've told her about worse. And she's been open with me. It's good.

Was waiting for black leather shoes to come in the mail and they came and they are beautiful. :]

You've been there before ?